Confusion

He is a liar
Don't believe the flyer
He dreams about fame
Wants to make a name
There is not a bit of truth
In this whole of froth
My ticket is to heaven
But I want to get even

There is nothing I wouldn't do
To get out of this zoo

Time is getting late
He wants to seal my fate
There is only so much hope
As you are able to cope
His head is full of worms
Conditioned by wrong terms
You can smell the fruit
Worse than every brute

I don't know what to do
Is this my waterloo?

OpenBSD Tribute

It has been 15 years or so
I had no degree, so no job
One kind soul called me to be
An apprentice without salary

Windows 2000 & Zonealarm
Was the firewall where I was
Once in 3 months required a reinstall
Because it became the cracker's ball

An apprentice not knowing too much
About networking far less securing
Began to google for a Linux firewall
But came across PF firewall

Went around asking for help
To install OpenBSD in firm
All I got from the Linux Gurus
Was discouragement, said it 's tough

Started reading the Install doc
Took a month to understand 'slice'
Partitions inside partition
Slowly things began to click

I learned things on 3.4
Had a firewall by 3.5 :-) (
http://undeadly.org/cgi?action=article&sid=20041013190823 )
Then there was no newbies list
misc@ that time was a little tough ;-)

The book would cost my 2 salaries
So there was no hope but misc@
Seeing my misery to comprehend
Two books J C Roberts sent

Soon I had a secure desktop in hand( https://goo.gl/142mRd )
And I loved it with all of my heart
Made my firm purchase CDs
Soon our backups were too in it.( http://goo.gl/ig2cRc, http://goo.gl/jExnCY
)

Now there is no looking back
Even EU said that they too back ( http://goo.gl/pNohhq )
Twenty years is no small thing
But Theo should not be relaxing ;-)

Thank you very much, Theo and all developers. I learned a lot about security just by reading through the misc emails and googling things I didn't understand. And got kicked out from many free software mailinglists for advocating OpenBSD and the BSD licence ;-)

Streams of Living Water

As the river dries again
Feels the stream won't come again
Makes me want to pump again
Miry waters from the Nile

As the python crawls my head
My heart is panting once again
Restless walking to and fro
Who will save me from this again?

Coz I am counting on You
On You alone so I trust
You will see me all through
This apple of lust

As I sit and think through
Your mercies on high
At the Throne of your Grace
You will water my land

And then I will be whole again.
Plunged in the blood, washed in the rain
Your Son in me who indwells
And all the darkness He expels

No more demons to oppress
No more battles with a loss
Fighting forward with the cross
Sin is no longer my boss

Tuned according to

Daughter love

Well since my baby left home
I went into my daughter's room
To cuddle her riddle her, wake her
and to snuggle me out of my gloom

'cause it is so early baby
oh it so early
It is so early she could cry

When I heard her first giggle
I was thrilled despite the struggle
I could fill her room with all the angels
to surprise her soon

'cause it is so scary baby
oh it so scary
It is so scary she could cry

When she turned around and kissed me
I put my arm across
Our bodies pressed together
and and it was a little too warm

'cause it is so cozy baby
oh it so cozy
It is so cozy we just lay.

Written to the tune of
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2DumNVcufE

Cease the pill, ease the hell

Awake I feel a little sluggish
In sleep, I feel nightmarish
So I might as well go and catch fish
For there is none to give me the push

It occurs when I stop a certain pill
I certainly feel ill
I am fed up with paying its bill
But it is preparing for the kill

A world that was awesome from the start
Full of sceneries and art
Now we get everything in the mart
Canned and kept in the pushcart

I am gonna try once more
I need to get to the core
To be free forever more
Don't wanna get a bed sore.

I am taking the grip
So that my life may flip
I don't care if I slip
It would just be another round trip

Running to Eternal City

I loved you since I saw your eyes
I did not have to throw the dice
I love you still but can't express
My hungry soul, it needs some rest

So please my love, please appear
Before the time the world disappears
In my dreams our meeting place
Is abstract like the metric space

I don't know if you feel the same
My being shivers when I hear your name
Your face and smile were always calm
Taking me straight to the promised land

Oh my love come take my hand
Let your kiss on my forehead land
And let us flee to the city
Where we will spend eternity

Money making racket Christianity

Terrible world this is

Too terrible to watch

Hunger and slavery 

Are not the only catch

Occult is so enchanting

But the end is tormenting

Through music, Lucifer is calling

To make your soul his own.

Hurts inside, hate outside

Perfect bed to grow intolerance

The church is running behind Mammon

And has lost its sight.

We need a different Saviour now

The preachers scream from pulpit

The one can fill our pockets,

never mind if Our souls go to hell

"One life we have, let us make it the best"

is the slogan of these ravenous wolves

and the people run like rats behind piper.

There needs to be an intervention

a divine one to whip these monsters

Who cheat the sheep and milk them with their

wrong doctrines of hell